Anami Grace | Made Up Life

Y’all I got a visit from the armchair Jesus squad first thing this morning. And I’m so humbled and thankful for this tiny little reflection of how far my faith has come over the past 18 months.

Gone are the days where I justify my faith or hold on to titles. I simply hold onto the powerful love that I have the opportunity to harness through this human body I have the delight of caring for again today. And it’s funny, because Jesus and I hung out this morning and he gave me a greater dose of his love to share with the world. And I love that for both of us.

But this particular visit came in the form of my very first comment on my YouTube channel, if you’re not already subscribed – please go check it out. I’m awkwardgrace13 over there too. And he commented on my crystal and suggested that I trust Jesus more than my necklace.

And it’s so funny how full of assumptions that comment was, and how I would have previously spent weeks arguing with him in my head, but I edited the part of my thought process that needed to do that, and realized that this. Like everything presented in our lives was simply an opportunity for me to get to know myself better through the distortion of how the word love has been weaponized by religion.

I also recognized that he was a version of me, craving evolution. And so as I hung out with my main dude, Jesus, this morning. As I danced with him in freedom, love, kindness, joy, hope, gratitude, and held myself through his frequency, I sent back a little extra love to the version of me that held onto hate like it was a life raft in a sea of gaslit maltreatment of myself and others.

I hope he finds the beauty of divine love, and frees himself from the distortion he’s already fighting so hard from his phone.

Anyway, love and light to you all! Take care. Bye!