Balloon Girl Enterprises: A Matriarchal Collective

About 6 months ago I was shown a vision that I didn’t quite understand. A publishing company, a natural fiber clothing company, and a collaborative effort to ensure that women have access to safety and community through their collective work, all through trauma informed practices that both honor and work within the natural cycles of creation and life.

I did a video on it as I was inspired to do this morning but I felt like it lacked the depth of what I’m actually imagining, and since I almost always have better access to my words when I’m writing I came here to post about it too.

It’s not really going to be a company as much as it’s going to be a cooperative, and I’m not entirely sure how it’s going to work yet, but yesterday the last little piece of the divine feminine rose within me in a way that I do not have words for. I stood up, dancing in the sun and realizing that we are all divine, source, creation energy and that the shadow work journey is us bringing the outside light shown to us through religion into the underworld through a rescue mission for our souls.

Women take whatever they are given and expand it into entire universes of complexity and then bring it into the world. And that’s only one way, birth, in which they do this. It is reflected all over the world and in many ways.

So, women’s clothing has been a racket since I was little. I want comfortable, breathable clothes that we all participate in creating for each other and for the world. I want it to be cute, I want it to last, and I want for each one of us who cares to be able to have a capsule wardrobe that we can learn how to style in our own ways. But really what I want is for women to have a skill that helps their families, so they can create clothes, reduce waste, and hold themselves in a way that feels beautiful. I want all sizes, shapes, and silhouettes to be honored, and I want women to be empowered through the creation of these items.

A publishing company, I want women to be able to hold their stories and share them safely. So I’m not sure if it’s a publishing company as much as a writer’s development company, but I want people to be able to edit, publish, collaborate on their stories and share them with the people who are going to greatly benefit from that lived experience. Other women. I want to have embedded teachings about EMDR, and healing modalities worked into the work of creating this cooperative.

And then community creation: I want to teach women how to both honor and love the inconvenience of creating community within their worlds. I want everyone to be wealthy in themselves and I want to do whatever I can to spread that wealth abundantly throughout the world. Not just the US.

I want everyone to do well, and that comes from finally letting the force of the patriarchy to leave this world. We don’t need a war, we don’t need any of this nonsense, we can just be wealthy in every way we are, and share it out of abundance with the world.

Anyway. Love and light to you all. Take care! Bye.

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